We’re having a party today, and tomorrow. Very many nerdy people are coming. I will get drunk, I think. It so long since the last time. And I will make punch. It will be good.

Anders and I went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory last night. I loved it. Tim Burton is so great. And Johnny Depp. I need chocolate now. Anyway, the pictures from Spain are out, in our gallery, allthough it’s not commented yet. Look for all my beautiful shoes, from the shoe factory. (The pictures of me are pretty much skipable.) I have felt very tired since we were there, it’s hard to get used to not sleeping 12 hours each night. I miss the beach and the sun now, I’m starting to look forward to going to Chile in January.

Current mood: Tired and PMS-ing

Anders and I came back to Trondheim this morning at 07.00., with the night train from Oslo. It’s good to be back. It’s very weird how tired one becomes of vacationing after a while. I have also missed my laptop. I was planning to post from Spain, but since Anders stepmom hadn’t got the ADSL installed after all, I couldn’t be bothered. We have had a great vacation, sunny and warm almost all the time. I’m tired and lazy now, so I’ll post more later.

I have been at the student society (Studentersamfundet) for more than 9 hours, and its now only 20 mintes left. My head hurts, and it’s boring to sit and guard a door for so long, but it’s ok. Tomorrow our new members in the IT-committee will be “drunken in” (or whatever). I think that will be fun. But now I just want to go home and jump into bed. I miss Anders. This will be my first night alone, after we moved in together.

(Grown up) people ask me what I want to work with all the time. I’m now 23 years old, and I honestly still don’t have a clue. I have been going to university for four years, all in all, and I just feel confused and tired of it all. I have always thought that one day I would really want to be something, but it doesn’t seem like that’s ever going to happen. When I was younger I sometimes was sure I was going to be a writer, a lawyer, a vetrinarian, a librarian or other things. I just always changed my mind. I envy people who have always known what they want, who have a goal, something to work for. To me it all seems pointless, since I don’t want anything. This really bothers me now, I almost get depressed thinking about it, like my whole life is just meaningless. It’s just a coincidence that I ended up with informatics at school, and I feel like it may be the wrong choice. As I have mentioned before, I have a really short attention span, I have always liked to work with different subjects instead of doing the same all the time. It just difficult to get an education that way. I really don’t know what do do. Feel free to come with suggestions.